Regression

For a person to progress through their life, they need to recall where they have traveled. Being able to look back and acknowledge failures and accomplishments, helps shape the person you are currently. Memories stir emotions buried beneath the surface. Forcing us to face the decisions we have made. When looking back, do not dwell. Living in the past does no good to the living. You learn from your past and you move on down your path. Becoming stagnant leads to a dull journey.

Perfection should never be a goal, because perfection does not really exist. Every definition of the word varies, depending on who you question. Thus, it is impossible to move to a “less perfect state” unless you have set unreachable standards. Losing your memories and skills throughout your life is a natural part of being a dynamic human being. Your interests will change. Your surroundings will alter. And you will meet a variety of people. Nothing is permanent. That is why it is necessary to embrace the now. And not linger in the shadows for too long.

My influences have aided in defining my priorities. Numerous devices left their mark on me and still effect me today. During childhood, various influences help shape the adult you will become. These experiences seem far more dramatic in your youth, when many feelings and thoughts have yet to develop. Thus, exposing yourself to numerous situations helps you cope and grow into a cultured and experienced human being. Of course, this all depends on the type of person involved with the experience. Some people prefer to live a sheltered existence. Letting several opportunities pass by in order to save themselves the frustration of learning new skills or having to face possible failure. I go by the theory that people should be able to experience whatever they wish to during their lifetime. Life is short. There is no need to bind people, especially the people we care about.

The strange and unusual has always fascinated me. Perhaps more that we were drawn to each other immediately. For some uncanny reason, I have always been able to rationalize the unseen. During my youth, I attempted to keep most of my other-worldly inklings hidden. Unfortunately, I was a strange child to begin with, thus most people knew of my fascinations. At an early age, I began reading and exploring the different areas of the occult, mythology, religions, philosophies, and cultures. I quickly became consumed by the ancient Egyptian culture, international demonic lore, recorded hauntings, and abandoned buildings, to name a few. As I got older, my interest was still there and I educated myself on the areas that intrigued me the most. Although I embrace science and logic, I would never want to live in a world that did not have magic.

Nothing lasts forever. Despite all efforts, things crumble as time moves on. Yes, it can be depressing. But it has happened to people before you and will continue to happen long after you are gone. The strong will survive and the weak will be consumed by it. Having the chance to let go is a luxury that you do not always have. People will die, relationships will change, homes will disappear, and that which you once thought was safe will harm you. Sometimes, you do not even know it is happening. And even when you do, there is nothing to stop the descent. Having to abandon and being abandoned are one of the worst psychological issues a person can go through. It is the kind of thing that breaks people. However, if you survive, this is what gives you strength and power to overcome anything.